Let Go

Original Post Date: 2/14/07, 10:56 PM

Here I am, once again on a yet another valentine's day to play a spoiler for you.
None the less, its my blog, i should do whatever i want to...its my place.
So i just wanted to lighten up some of my 'emotional' baggage...lolz...

Everytime i see someone, there are a lot of things that go through my head, i try to gage that persons personality, try to think what this person is all about, face reading and mind readin...n all that included !!! but this aint all that good u c....i shudnt be doing this....making prejudice about others !!!

But i wasn't this way from the beginning..................( to be continued)

********Contd. on : 10/26/2008, 11:30 PM***************

i dont want to share this thought now...
so this post ends here... Yes, abruptly.... :(

Pretty 'NEAT'

Today... was a special day.
A day I wouldn't like to forget for a long time !!!

Today I saw what youth is all about...the true vigor that runs, or should run , through the veins of 20 year old boy.

Today is when I felt that I had missed on this part of life altogether.
Today is when I saw the 'uth ' part of life that most people keep bragging about !!!

Today is when I saw emotions soar high, situations gettin intense and that raw energy emerging as the stealth winners !!!
This is also the kinda stuff that should be built within us.
This is also the way it should sometimes be !!!

The three B's that go together pretty well - Boys, Booze and Babes ;)

Today....was the first time I went to a DISCO !!!! lolzzzz....
(RPM, TDI Mall, 07/02/2007)

My Love...

My Love...
Everybody wants to know her name...
only she doesn't.
What's on her mind! I guess everybody knew...
only I didn't...

Why she talks to my friends beside me,
but not me...

Why she steals a glance...
and pushes a smile at me...

...Why she invites me over to her house...

Why she doesn't say no,
no matter what I ask for...

Why she plays hide n seek in a song...
why she makes me dream her...
why doesn't she let me sleep...

Why she tries to spy into my eyes...
Why she always finds me,
no matter where I try to hide !!!

My Love...
Everybody wants to know her name...
only she doesn't.
What's on her mind! I guess everybody knew...
only I didn't...


- Bhuvnesh Agrawal
written at Moksha'06,
23-Feb-2006, 1:15 PM

The Real 'ME'...

The Real 'ME',
What about you ?
do I know you ?
do you know someone ?
do you know anyone ? ...

Are you healthy ?
are you lazy ? ...

Are you rich ?
are you broke ? ...

Are you outspoken ?
Are you Wellspoken ? ...

Do you look good enough ?
Do you feel good enough ? ...

Are you Confident ?
Are you confused ? ...

Are you learning enough ?
Are you scoring enough ?
Are you cramming enough ?
Are you brilliant enough ? ...

are you kind enough ?
Are you arrogant enough ?

Are you loving ?
Are you being loved ?

Are you hurting someone ?
Are you being hurt by someone ?

The Real 'ME',
What about you ?
do I know you ?


- Bhuvnesh Agrawal
at Moksha'06, 23-Feb-2006
(1:15 PM)

Killing me softly...

He's coming...

I can see him,
I can feel him.
He has decided to kill me,
he had earlier as well,
but this time,
only its not a threat.

He is my friend,
yet he is my foe,
He is right ,
yet he is wrong,
He was there with me all along,
times be good or bad,
but this time he has given me a choice,
which is the toughest i have ever had.

I want to think
yet he wants me to follow,
I want to talk,
yet he wants me to be silent,
He wants me to have no Friends,
He wants me to be lonely,

He wants me to die,
die solemnly...

I want to escape,
but i don't want to survive either,
atleast not like this,
the way he wants me to be...

The time has come,
Time of Change,
On the brink of destruction,
is the one who is caged.

The One who is caged,
wants to be free,
not from the cage,
but the rage within.
For then, there would be no bars,
no restrictions,
no relations,
no customs.

In all darkness,
amidst this mist,
I shoudl tell u his name,
for he is the culprit.

In search of serenity,
in search of calm,
he is going to sacrifice me,
with his own arms.

Yes, you know him,
but you don't recognize him.
He's coming...
I can see him,
I can feel him,

He is known by the name of 'ME'...

He is killing me,
killing me softly...